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husband and I argued; he logged onto his computer and noticed I deleted a porn server he was using. I meant to add it back so he’d take responsibility over deleting once he was ready, but the argument was so dumb that I don’t feel bad for it anymore. He kept cursing at me, yelling at me, telling me he didn’t want to be w/me and he doesn’t desire me. He only says this when he’s upset (from being exposed) and decides to be emotionally abusive. He drove his dad out of town and they stayed at a hotel for an event tomorrow. My husband stayed up to talk to me for a couple of hours, then said he was going to bed, but stayed up several hours subscribing to more porn. I told him it makes me feel worthless and undesirable, and he doesn’t care. He doesn’t love me. I have been committed to this marriage and he tramples it every chance he gets. I’m weary and desperate. I need prayer, and if there’s a man who has experienced this on the other side, I could use some insight..
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