If this is Gods love it seems like a sick twist of love. One thing after another. Where is my miracle? Everyone else claims them and claims answers to prayers. All I get is more trials and more cast out. Today is a bad day and I just woke up. It's been bad for quite some time. I wouldnt expect my kid to suffer like this by my hand and then say but love me anyway. If nothing happens that God doesnt allow then well what's this all about?