I've struggled with depression for most of my life. I have no real self esteem. Suffer from PTSD due to abuse. I'm a Christian. I know that God loves me. But I don't feel worthy of that love. I don't feel like anyone could love me because of the things that I have been forced to do by people who were supposed to love me. I guess I struggle to forgive myself even though I know God already has. I'm asking for prayer for these feelings to go away. For the enemy to stop using these thoughts and feelings against me. To stop living in fear. To be able to thrive in my faith and to strengthen my relationship with God. To accept myself as a forgiven child of God instead of an unclean, broken man.