I'm struggling with alot of frustration, anger, and dare I say resentment over continually being taken the wrong way by alot of people because I have some problems that they can't see. I have a severe mental disorder known as OCD, I haven't slept well for like 15 years now due to some damage that ironically some medicine caused to my pituitary gland, I don't male some hormones naturally like I should because of this. Well these things have me out of the character that I would be if these things weren't so. And people get on me sometimes the way that I can almost like I'm doing it on purpose. And I know it's just out of their ignorance about these things but still it gets me realy upset because people have also commented on some of my strong qualities but I just happened to grow up in and live in an area that the mental health care system sucks probably some of the worst in the country. And just wish more people would see that and where the real blame should be assigned if there's going to be any!