I am praying for a miracle for so many things. The Lord knows everything that is on my heart. I ask that if any of them are his will, he will let me have the desires of my heart. I have no relationship with my 3 girls, only my son. My ex pitted the girls against me during the divorce and took them from me effectively because I couldn’t support them. It’s been about 10 years since I saw them or heard their voice. My oldest is getting married, I know nothing, other than I’m not invited. I was so close to my second and third girls. I miss them so much and I try everything to keep them all out of my mind because of the pain. I can’t take Mother’s Day or any holiday. I’m lucky, though, my son is not with them in this. I’m scared I’m never going to hear or see them again. My husband has been cheating on me since the day he met me, called his affair partner on our wedding, and no matter how much crying and hurt it has caused me. He “just now”, yeah right, who knows…left her. I’m scared to leave. I’m scared what people would say. She’s 28 years younger than him, younger than my girls. Our finances, taxes, everything is in disarray. I’m disabled and my health is worse because of all of this. And my husband is a pathological liar that WILL NOT say one honest thing to me. I’m a wreck. Please Lord, make me strong. Others, please lift me in prayer! Kimmy