My Son has walked away from the LORD and has alienated himself from me. He is in physical pain from his head to his toes and everything in between. He is going through legal charges as a result of telling people he wanted to die cause the pain is unbearable and he was going to do something (God knows all the details). He blames me for the way he is because of his childhood. He also struggles with mental health issues (PTSD, depression, anxiety, seeing and hearing things, ADHD, personality disorders, and I think narcissism. He used to have an amazing giving heart and we used to be friends ad well as Mom and Son. I want him back in Jesus name Amen