I am literally done, I know I have changed for the worse, my anxiety and anger and frustration are through the roof. My craving for vengeance is through the roof, these people take shots at me and insult me (in laws btw), I might snap and do something I regret when I see them next, my own wife does nothing and even goes along with it, I am losing my bearings, my mind is literally racing, I don’t even know what I am asking for