There is a teacher who has it out for me. She is mean and evil yet claims to love Jesus. She sits and only watches me. She hovers around me like im not getting stuff fast enough and it aggravates her. She's always accusing me of doing something wrong and she called me into her office for a "talk" when I've literally showed up on time, don't talk a lot, turn my assignments in before they're due and she wants to attack me instead of othet students who actually do stuff wrong. I'm about to write a grievance to the school because of her treatment towards me. I'm also about to drop my nuerodivergent masking and tell this lady how I really feel, which is what I don't want to do. As usual God abandoned me and didn't help with anything so idk what the point of prayer would be. God only gives me negative stuff while he blesses everyone else. I haven't talked to him in weeks and I have no desire to do so. Maybe if he'd ever put action into helping me or loving me but he's too busy loving everyone else.