I dont mean to dishonor my husband but he is very nasty and mean to me. I caught him cheating and forgave him but if I mess up he will hold a grudge and be straight up mean for days. Days! I feel like i married my personal bully. The emotional control and manipulation. He just generally likes to be mean and make me feel bad. But after he is done he never apologizes. To be honest he never ever apologizes. He did apologize a lot for cheating though. Other than that, nothing ever. Just horrible. He seemed like such a nice sweet man before I married him. What an awful twist of events. Please pray however you feel led. Thank you.