Lots of strained relationships. Lots of sadness and pain over this situation. At the point of just not attempting to see my younger son. We have not seen each other for over a year. I've seen my 15 month old granddaughter over a year ago for 30 minutes. I've been walking on egg shells for years and things just keep getting worse. To keep my pain at bay, I try not to think of him any more. But, I'll forever miss him. Also, strained relationship with some of my sisters. They do not include my oldest sister and me in any thing they do. We are the outcastes. Trying to move on. But, if we could be kind to and respect each other that would be my deepest hope for our future.